Mortality: Fuck it.
I just got back from my friends dad's wake. Needless to say, it is kind of depressing. No one likes to see one of their best friends crying, or going through any types of troubles like that. It sucks because you cant do anything to help them. It did make me realize one thing though, your living life, having fun, then someone throws a curveball and decides to fuck your shit up. You never know when you're going to lose someone close to you; that sucks. My parents are older, and it makes me think about losing them. I dont know what I would do. I'd cry for days on end, for sure. I dont know how dakota did it. He's a soldier; definately stronger than me.
I definitely just had the same experience this past summer. The worst part for me was not being able to comfort my friend. Literally nothing I could do or say could make him feel any better. I also started thinking about my parents and how I don't want to lose them. All in all I agree. Fuck it.
ReplyDeleteI know what you mean. A kid died in my town a year ago and it seemed like all my friends knew him except for me. I still went to the wake to help support my friends and it was one of the hardest things to see ALL of your friends torn up and flipping out at the sight of their old friend.. He was only 20.. Anyway, yesterday was the anniversary of his death and it brought back all the feelings of when it happened. It really opens your eyes to death and knowing that shit can happen at ANY time. It sucks. =/
ReplyDeleteand thats always how it is life is going great and just out of nowere it happens and u think its a joke like the whole kaitlin neirman thing who woulda thought thats its almost been one year already?! that shit was crazy and i dont no how i would deal with looseing my mom espesally
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